I can not believe I left Tokyo just two weeks ago. I have feeling I am in London from ages and it is like come back to unpleasant dream. In this time I already had to change apartment because of dodgy land lords and myJapanese boyfriend came back to his previois bra... Right....

I wish I can stay in Tokyo, but I couldn't. i wish I can go away from London and maybe I will! And this is this good news. I may go to Singapore, to work. Then I have more time to study Japanese and come back to Japan as a student. It was my plan to stay in Tokyo and be with my treaterous boyfriend who is lovely besides the fact he lied to me. But this is so typical that actually common.

I miss Tokyo, its crowdy steets, rivers of salary men in mornings and cute lokoing kids going to pre school. All of them wear colourful small hats and are sweet. I am not sure if I may like Singapore, but I wish I can try and see new part of Asia. I can always come back to old good Europe. I must think about it.

But now most of times I think about Tokyo and I want to cry... I lost the place I loved to stay, I lost person I loved as well. I like travelling and this is my joy now. Small journeys, like this to Cambridge yesterday.

Englad is pretty indeed, but Japan is my most prescious place.I wish I can stay there forever.

Singapore maybe my way to Japan. I will see. And I will write you about.